The weekend has come to an end and for that I am glad and a little surprised, I just can’t believe the time has come. Posie and I had such a good day compared to the rest of the week and then today, well it certainly had it’s challenges, but it could have been worse. It sure got bad and there were a lot of meltdowns that I’d rather have not dealt with . I’m so glad she’s sleeping now.

We went to breakfast (AM feeding session) and I stayed and did the prompting, then we came back to the room and were surprised that her CLS showed up, we thought she wasn’t coming. But she did, and she took Posie off by herself with another volunteer, as they gathered children for an afternoon project, so I was still able to stay here in the room and watch our church sermon on my laptop. Yay! I was excited about that and Posie didn’t realize she was missing it so she was okay with leaving for some fun. (We needed a little space from each other. Seriously)

We went down for lunch and I let the tech feed her and came back upstairs to work. Then we did laundry and went outside to blow bubbles and play on the playground. I let the techs feed her for her afternoon snack as well so I could work, but I stayed with her and “fed” her supper. Tonight was the Caregiver Movie Night, they had candy, popcorn, and a movie showing in the cafeteria. But I stayed upstairs w/Posie instead, she was puking, and I’m thankful the zofran helped. I got to facetime my biggest girl back home and we talked for over and hour and it was perfectly delightful. She’s the coolest person I know and I miss her like crazy and love her more than she’ll ever know.

This is my last Sunday in this hospital. CELEBRATE! Tonight was h-a-r-d. This week may get much harder (I’ve been warned about this) and I’m not sure I can handle it but I’m just asking God for the grace to get through each day. Please pray for Posie!